Lately I’ve been feeling like everything I’m is completely wrong. I use to be so motivated, organized, and driving to do everything. But what I want the most hasn’t came my way. I’m fighting to continue on the path that I’ve been trying to create. I feel lost and confused. Stuck in place where my dreams are clouding my head but my physical actions aren’t showing anything. I ask myself have I done this to get to my goal. Have I organized myself enough to make sure my goal is seek out. NO, NO, and NO! So in my head I failed. I failed at what I’ve been trying to accomplish. So how do I fix this problem. How do I make myself feel comfortable in my work ethnics. The motivation is LOST! And has gone down the river. Lurking for a pusher someone to push me until I can’t push back and help others with a little push. I want a voice, viewers, and the haters. To view my site and learn something and anything that will inspired them to do better. I’m not a professor with a doctorate and years of teaching. But everyone can learn from someone or something.
My point of this post…is that you might find your in spot where everything you do may seem like the wrong thing. Never go in to a situation thinking that your wrong for trying or exploring around things that interest you. Even if it seem worthless and time doesn’t seem to be on your side or money just enough to fulfill you. Always stay. Positive step back and realize how you got to that part, and figure out how to get out of it so it doesn’t drain you down.
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When you wake up in the morning, you always want to wake up happy. Whether its a sweet text or email from someone you love, care for or like. I woke up this morning with a beautiful poem from Reem ! Truly gave me butterflies in my stomach. Here is the poem:
“When I look into your eyes. I go crazy, because I want your loving that deep love. The one you share with me everynight when we making love in the bed. I would give you everything, everything even down to my last dropping blood. Just to have you always. I am glad I have you because you changed me into a man. The man I wanted to be . I will always stand by you. My furture wife to be and the mother of my kids.. luv u baby 12/18/09 D <3 R. "
It's the little things like this that keep relationships alive. Not saying you have to write a poem every morning for your partner, but a good morning or good night text and I love you will make them feel good. It shows then that you care and how much you love them. Just remember there are other ways to keep the spark and love in the relationship alive besides sex! Sex is just a bonus in a relationship.
It’s amazing what you can do with your free time. Dwayne Carter also known as Lil Wayne and Weezy F Baby. Took time out to give us his own Public Service Announcement. Along with that he clear up ” Why he does, what he does” in reference to having double white cups, tattoos, and why he skateboard.
Let’s begin with saying this post may get a little confusing. When it comes to PDA (public display affection). How many people have problem expressing themselves? Some do and some don’t. One factor of a relationship is representing your partner. When a relationship begins you’re at chapter 1. Where everything seem interesting and exciting. Next it’s getting affiliated with family and friends. Then its holiday,birthday, and anniversary gifts. Lastly the big decision comes where you decide whether you would like to keep this relationship going or on to the next one.
We missed the part where days become weeks, weeks become months, and months become years. When dating someone for over sometime you start to publicly private. Sharing only things that matter the most to you and your partner. Representing your love for the person comes natural after a period of time. Where you don’t just go out without telling the other person. Also defending your partner becomes secondary to the relationship. The love that’s growing inside you… For the other person is unconditional. (Lets just say depending on what kind of relationship you’re in)
Do you think representing is important?
Would it matter to you? If your partner dressed inappropriately everyday, or even dressed appropriate for the occasion. Do you feel like who ever you’re dating should represent you even when you and that person isn’t standing beside each other. Married couple do it everyday. They wear a wedding ring that symbolize that person taken by someone in this world. But does that mean that person represent their partner? My opinion NO! Because I could talk so much about my wife at work and to my friends and family. But then she could be at work and not say nothing about me. May even put her ring in her desk for the day. When she leaves work put it back on….. (sounds like your situation?)
Facebook, Twitter & other social sites ?
Does Facebook ruin 90% of relationship? Does Twitter ruin your long emails that you use to share with your partner. Now your sharing more of your thoughts with the world. When it comes to this part of your relationship there should be no secret with your partner. Both parts should have privacy to their accounts. ( meaning I shouldn’t have my wife password to Facebook or twitter) why? Because I trust her and now she not going behind my back trying to find her prince charming when she already find him. =)
Wait, Wait, Wait but what happens when your girlfriend/boyfriends are not directly talking to anyone. But their statuses are in the third person and stating they like, want, or throwing subliminal out on the inet world. How you suppose to feel about that? SIMPLE ignore that statuses. “Sometimes they get overwhelming” and you want to scream shout about nothing. It’s usually just question & answer your ranting about but you seem to scream and shout it out. Now scroll back up to the time where I said representing your partner. Doesn’t matter if you know one can see you behind the screen. You still representing your partner and martial statuses. So ranting and blogging, about how much you want to go to a club and dance on a bar, stay out late, or want to cuddle with someone on cold weather days. Your still representing your partner.
My point of this post. Which I know at this time your probably telling me to shut the fuck up! or might have hit [x] in the top right corner of the page. But….. I feel as if you’re in a relationship, and both parties take it serious you shouldn’t make certain statements on Facebook or twitter showing a side of being single. Representing is everything. Even if your hate your girlfriend/boyfriend husband/wife keep together. Respect yourself and your partner. Value your relationship flaunt it and if you don’t want it. Throw it away.
Some females complain about not being in a relationship well stop getting dick down by everyone & maybe someone will take you serious. You dislike being called a hoe, slut, whore, homie hopper. Stop doing scandalous things that give you them names!
Females fail to realize that the way you portray yourself is how guys will treat you! If you are always going out partying, drunk and loose you will get a reputation! You don’t need to hook up with every guy you meet or sleep with them! You might as well come out naked or put naked pictures all over your Facebook and Twitter !
But the worst is when females try to act like they are all innocent! Be real! Don’t talk bad about males and their whore ways if you are doing the same thing! What ever happened to being a lady and having respect for yourself? Giving it up to every male you see, is not the answer! Then you wonder why no one wants to be in a relationship with you! Just remember men gossip about who they have hooked up with just like women do! So know even though you don’t think people know what you’ve done, they do! So wise up and be a lady! Not a whore!
Written by: Dee
Going through all my favorite blogs today I came across a post that truly caught my attention. To sum it all up, it was about women who stayed with men even though they don’t do anything for them. The reason why they stay is because the man has a big dick!! Well excuse me is all I have to say!! A man’s size should not matter! It is not going to get you far in life nor is it going to support you physically, emotionally or financially. The only thing it will do is satisfy you sexually. The way some women think is crazy because a guy could be very sexy, smart and financially stable but because he is not a big size, women would rather have a loser with a huge dick.
All I have to say is where will that get you in life? Will it pay your bills? Put clothes on your back? Feed you?? Hmmm… let’s think about that?? How about no! I truly don’t understand how women can stay with a man who does nothing with his life. But since he has a big dick. It makes up for all the things he can’t do.
If your relationship with a man is just based on sex, you might have a problem. A relationship needs takes a lot more than just sex. But maybe I’m wrong because I am only just one female with an opinion. Some female out there in the world might just want the sexually part to a relationship. But never want kids nor marriage.
So my question to all the females out there. Would you stay with a man who is broke, no job, and does nothing just because he has a big instrument in his pants. That can make you blow high notes?
Written by: Dee